I want to be more than just a person thriving with a desk job. But right now, I’m trying to figure out what “more” I want to be, I want to have.
How do I get from point A to point B?
I wish life came with a basic blueprint, where everything is already there. With a number of options you can easily take whenever you have moments like this wherein you assess the overall fullness of your life.
I wonder how people find their life paths. How they know exactly what they want to do for the rest of their lives, and know what steps they have to take to achieve it.
I envy people who are risk-takers — those who throw away their life of convenience to get what they really want. You know, the ones who stick it to The Man. The gutsy ones.
But as you can see, I’m not one of those gutsy ones. At least, not for the meantime. I’m the one who gets jealous because I don’t know what to do with my life. I’m the one trying to figure out how to achieve what Maslow tells us “self-actualization”.
Right now, I’m just someone who’s having a premature quarter life crisis at 22.